I first started to know that something was not right with me, even at the age of 3 I was hearing voices, seeing faces around me, I thought it was normal, I thought everyone could see this, by the age of 7, I remember starting a new school, making friends was difficult for me, I always felt as though I never fitted in somehow, I had a very bad stutter so speaking with people was very difficult for me, I had grown up with this, this held me back and I lost all confidence with speaking to people.
One day I noticed one of my new friends coming through the school gates, this time she had her mother and grandmother walking with her, why would her grandmother be waving at me, I had never seen her before, I questioned her about her grandmother, she looked at me strange and replied “No”..!! it was her mother with her, the next day she brought a picture with her, “yes” this was the lady I saw with my friend, I started to talk about her grandmother, but she was confused and told me , she had died. I was so shocked, how did I see this and not other people.
I closed the door to them, night after night, I could see them, I could hear them, I thought I was going crazy, over many years I pushed them away, I had no one to talk to about this.
Around 7 years ago, I was told that my Great aunt was also a medium. I wish I had known this as she could of helped me.
My life has given me many difficult times, I was angry, confused, why had my life never been easy, I had lots of questions , but no answers, then 20 years ago I was asked to go to a Spiritualist church, they were having a Psychic supper, I decided to go along, I wanted to know if I was going crazy…!!
After having my reading I was even more confused, but, I was invited to see another medium in the back room, she confirmed everything, I was a medium. I was not going mad, yes my life had been very difficult, but the reason was, that I had to experience what life gives to people, so I am able to help them, after the reading, my life changed.. I just knew there was something I should be doing, was this my purpose in life…?
I had previously had my own bar in Spain, I had built up my own Catering business, all was very successful, but it never satisfied me.
I went home and put my head up to the ceiling and spoke to them, if this is what you want me to do , then you have to help me, I have never looked back, my guides have always been my teachers, I laughed as I told them, I had a trust issue, so trusting what I can not see is going to be a tough one, I tested them time and time, I asked them to take away my stutter that I had for many years, I was able to speak with out the fear. I was free at last..!! my voice would be heard.
Over the years my guides have helped me as a person, helped to heal my past, so I can dedicate my life to helping others, I am currently writing a book about all my experiences, but most of all my spiritual experiences.
This is to help others understand their own Spiritual pathway, I am a natural Medium I am very proud and honoured to be taught by my guides. They will always be my teachers.
I have always said to my guides, if I do not work from the heart, then take this gift away from me, my work has gone from strength to strength, my work is now taking me to other countries and teaching others is a passion of mine, I am very blessed to tell you, this is not a job for me , its a passion. I have dedicated my life to this spiritual journey.
Looking back, I was never on my own, my guides have always walked with me, this is my journey, this is what I was meant to do.
Knowing that your loved ones are closer than you realise helps you to continue your own pathway, their physical body has gone, but their soul still remains.
Blessings to you all